I don't think I just speak for myself when I say that today was emotionally heavy. We started our morning with a session by one of our advisors called "Why the Jews?" We discussed antizionism, antisemitism, and the fine line between the two. Antisemitism has been around forever. It has longevity. It's universal. Jews have always been expelled, inquisitions, pogrommed, holocausted, etc. From 1000-1500 there were so many European expulsions. Antisemitism is a form of hatred that gets really intense especially at different points in history. Our criticisms are also inconsistent and contradictory. Think about it.
Later during the day I found myself in Sederot. This was my third time getting the same tour of this pitiful city of resistant Israelis that all have PTSD. We went through what seemed like a routine presentation of the fallen rockets and their stories. It was almost like I was desensitized to it. We visited a park that I've been to many times before but this time something felt different. There had been a Tzeva Adom alert the night before I was standing in this very city.
I thought about what that meant for the people living here. Families with children and he elderly had 15 seconds to get out of bed and run to the bomb shelter that they all have in their homes. Please watch this video before you continue reading. If you don't cry I really don't think you understand the reality that these people are faced with every hour of every day.
I have a nine year old brother who doesn't even know how to cross the street and I started to picture him having to be responsible for himself to seek shelter and hide. I saw the fear in his eyes and it was something out of this world. It's crazy how these people live. I'm so blessed to have my house in NY with my triple locks and my alarm. At the same time, these people grow up in constant fear and always have to be thinking a step ahead. If there's an alar soon where will I go? Which child do I grab first? Whose bedroom will be the shelter? This is just s glimpse into how the people in Sederot think.
In the distance was a crane. A crane building more housing in this city of terror. Listen, this is so cliche but my message is not to take your comfortable life for granted because I just saw the lives of people who don't have it. I took a picture and got back on the bus. The saddest part of all is that for me it's a picture,a fragment of time captured on a screen. For others its real life.
Just a few minutes away is מושב נתיב העשרה. We were greeted by two women go live there and they told us a little bit of their stories. Yifat was stationed in Gaza during her army service and used to go shopping snd eat falafel there. The moshav is comprised of 800 people, most of which are children. As Yifat told us about the horrors of operation proactive edge while having two teenage sons, I saw goosebumps rise on her arms. Yifat told us about a member of her moshav that got hit by a quassam rocket in 2005 and two Thai workers that died in the field. Despite everything the moshav is running at full capacity. They live their lives with indoor pools, tennis courts, and social workers.

